A novel abandoned. Reminiscing about UPLB, life and road trips, including old poems I wrote during the '80s. And newer materials, poems, pics, sites, sights and sounds.
Monday, December 12, 2005
1861 Edition of Charles Baudelaire's Fleurs du mal
--andoy
13 December 2005
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Pinoy Poets Website
--andoy
9 December 2005
Sunday, November 06, 2005
[poem] on weddings: six senryu
a mother weeps in silence
in a churchful of smiles
her daughter at the altar
he mods, says, "I do"
head turns to the bride
whispers, "my life before me"
happy steps she makes
while he struts beside her
going through the rice shower
evening draws and getting dark
he looks at the wedding guests
"be patient," the bride whispers
hand cupping chin
he brings spoon to her lips
his baby, his bride
while the world spins
twirling and dissying
the dance continues in bed
--
--andoy
7 November, 2005
Friday, November 04, 2005
(Share) Ode to Wine by Pablo Neruda
Ode To Wine
by Pablo Neruda
Day-colored wine,
night-colored wine,
wine with purple feet
or wine with topaz blood,
wine,
starry child
of earth,
wine, smooth
as a golden sword,
soft
as lascivious velvet,
wine, spiral-seashelled
and full of wonder,
amorous,
marine;
never has one goblet contained you,
one song, one man,
you are choral, gregarious,
at the least, you must be shared.
At times
you feed on mortal
memories;
your wave carries us
from tomb to tomb,
stonecutter of icy sepulchers,
and we weep
transitory tears;
your
glorious
spring dress
is different,
blood rises through the shoots,
wind incites the day,
nothing is left
of your immutable soul.
Wine
stirs the spring, happiness
bursts through the earth like a plant,
walls crumble,
and rocky cliffs,
chasms close,
as song is born.
A jug of wine, and thou beside me
in the wilderness,
sang the ancient poet.
Let the wine pitcher
add to the kiss of love its own.
My darling, suddenly
the line of your hip
becomes the brimming curve
of the wine goblet,
your breast is the grape cluster,
your nipples are the grapes,
the gleam of spirits lights your hair,
and your navel is a chaste seal
stamped on the vessel of your belly,
your love an inexhaustible
cascade of wine,
light that illuminates my senses,
the earthly splendor of life.
But you are more than love,
the fiery kiss,
the heat of fire,
more than the wine of life;
you are
the community of man,
translucency,
chorus of discipline,
abundance of flowers.
I like on the table,
when we're speaking,
the light of a bottle
of intelligent wine.
Drink it,
and remember in every
drop of gold,
in every topaz glass,
in every purple ladle,
that autumn labored
to fill the vessel with wine;
and in the ritual of his office,
let the simple man remember
to think of the soil and of his duty,
to propagate the canticle of the wine.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
[poem] running away
running away
leaning back on the wall
your droll smile paints your face
and your eyes fix on mine
as it has for most of the evening
as if you called me
I come near
and nearer
leaning over you
"I apologize
but I cannot take the kiss
you want me to take"
I bow my head
my lips dry and trembling
I graze your cheek
and I turn around and leave
--andoy
3 October 2005
[poem] six senryu
six senryu
Waiting in the restaurant
flowers and Okamoto on hand
arguing with the birds and the bees
Dark stormy night
the world twists and turns
wild dancing under the rain
Heart pounding and excited
shivering in the rain
racing against lightning
I enter the door
wet and panting
your eyes open wide in surprise
Caterwaul escapes me
while inside your head
I twitch and moan
Tears rolling down
puckered lips
kissing memories goodbye
-- andoy
6 october 2005
[poem] another temptation
another temptation
placing finger to your lips
softly so the others would not hear
I said, "may the wish be the act"
You tipped your cap
grabbed my beer bottle
looked me in the eye
and took a long drink
-- andoy
3 October 2005
[poem] senryu
senryu
rain pelting the hut
restless rustle in the night
moans and giggles
--andoy
3 October 2005
[poem] haiku (2)
haiku (2)
restless rustle in the night
moans and whimpers
rain pelting the hut
--andoy
3 October 2005
Sunday, September 25, 2005
[poem] prowling, andoy castellano, 26 september 2005
prowling
a slight tremor, a nervous tic
skin crawling with warmth
eyelids flicker in animated frenzy
nostrils flare in time with the heartbeat
inviting, daring, challenging
welcoming
a pause and a half
a half step back
disguise the hunger
--andoy
26 September 2005
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
[poem] salaryman's day (12 senryu), andoy castellano, 13 September 2005
salaryman's day (12 senryu)
opening the wardrobe
white shirts, black pants
salary man
bread and hot coffee
wife nags after breakfast
stomach grumbles loud
bright sky morning
worker leaves for work
bathed in drab sunlight
brilliant colored billboards
big houses, rich suburbs
commuter pass with eyes closed
jeepney stereo
loudly blares morning news
while passengers sleep
numbers floating on the computer monitor
eyes strained
and painfully cramped fingers
hot noon sun
burning his nape
having lunch on the sidewalk
eyes spacing out
adding money on ledgers
riches not his
dark sky after office hours
a woman crosses the street
red umbrella blooms
walking in downtown rain
racing faceless crowds
tired feet in wet shoes
he massages liniment
on his limbs
evening cologne
kissing wife good night
eyes close and dream
writing finish to another day
--andoy castellano
13 September 2005
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Optional Holiday?
Now I ask, is the President just PMSing or does she have Alzheimer's?
--andoy
29 August 2005
Monday, August 08, 2005
[SHARE] the day you said goodnight, Hale
by Hale
Take me as you are
Push me off the road
The sadness, I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun
I'm burning in the rain
The silence I'm screaming
Calling out your name
And I do
Reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah, you lose the side of your circles
That's what I'll do if we say goodbye
To be is all I got to be
And all that I see
And all that I need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight
The calmness in your face
That I see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing onto us
You didn't ask me why
I never would have known
Oblivion is falling down
If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be alright
She's already taken
She's already taken
She's already taken me
The day you said goodnight.
-=0=-
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This is quite popular these days. And I catch myself humming or singing snippets of the song. Keeps on running round and round my head. Must be the blue skies and dark rain type of weather that we're having. Downer.
Good song though.
--andoy
9 August 2005
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Pinoypoets - sharing is enriching: August Pinoypoet of the month: Anne Stephanie Cruz
Congratulations to Anne Stephanie Cruz, Pinoypoet of the Month for August.
Monday, July 18, 2005
[Share] Shade of Black, 7/16/05
Shade of Black
Mitz, 7/16/05
The phone rings
and the night bleeds, cut
by the sharpness of noise.
My ear, cold against
the receiver, deciphers
burning decibels:
"You've hurt me so much,"
over thin wires connecting
kilometers of pain.
"This is the second time
you've broken a promise."
Heartbeats become deafening throbs
in the ensuing stillness,
pale as withered moonlight.
"You've broken me,"he says,
"I've once believed
we have the same ideals.
You have changed."
Tears are invisible
in the shadows,
save for the errant drop
that catches moonlight,
gleaming like the last
ember of hope.
"Remember my promise
to marry you next year?
Guess what? You're right.
People do change."
The night, the oppresive darkness,
turns a darker shade
of black.
-=0=-
This is a poem by Michelle Lanuza. A good friend though we've only seen each other face-to-face twice.
--andoy
19 July 2005
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
Unless the author changes her mind, this will be the penultimate installment of the Harry Potter series. As such, I can say that it delivers. It answers several questions: How can you kill Voldemort? What was the Riddle diary (in "Chamber of Secrets") all about? How can Professor Snape get back to the Death Eaters and report on them? Who takes over as Gryffindor Quidditch captain? Why was Tom Riddle born in an orphanage? How can Harry train to become an Auror? These set the stage for the next (and last) book of the series.
The larger questions remain, however. And these include new questions, like: "Who is 'R.A.B.'?"; and "Will Harry Potter kill Voldemort?"
It's a good, easy read, with almost an emphasis on simplification. J.K.Rowling's style is not like Asimov who ties up everything too nicely. Rowling leaves some loose ends which are self-explanatory. She also leaves some untied for the reader to review earlier books and to serve as teasers for succeeding books.
I think I'll be re-reading Harry Potter 1-6 for the next year or two, until the last one comes along.
--andoy
18 July 2005
Thursday, July 14, 2005
a terminal trick
Forwarded message:
i hope this isnt too far off topic for this group but i thought i
should share this
goto the terminal with an internet connection and type
telnet towel.blinkenlights.nl
then watch star wars episode 4 (the original) in ascii text ;)
have fun
`km
Yuk, what kind of dumb menu system is that? Oh, so that is Windows!
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I picked this up on the MacOSX Yahoo groups courtesy of Kris Murray. Enjoy.
--andoy
15 July 2005
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
[poem] Conspiracy
by Andoy, Mitz, Steph and Bambina
posted at Pinoy Poets 4 July 2005
Rolling through landscapes lost,
smoky eyes in a dark red-lit room,
cacophony of white noise foiled against
distinct syllables of poems newly writ.
Listening to echoes of words ghosting by
entwining, undulating like twin snakes--
verses birthed in a flash of lightning
swallowed by silence,
slithering slowly out from its hollow
like notes from an indian's flute.
Tonight, we conspire to write.
-=0=-
I forgot to post this collaborative poem on this blog. I've not
posted any new poems with Pinoy Poets since then. And that's quite a
long drought.
--andoy
13 July 2005
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
(Share) Somnambule, Cielo Maaliw
Somnambule
Je mesure chaque soufflée argentée
que m'envoie la lune;
Je te vois, lucide, accentué
sculpté par la lumière;
Je t'entends murmurer, renvoyé
en échos sur les murs;
Je te sens, ma peau s'en est brulée
de baisers et caresses purs;
Je rêve, mais je peux déclarer
que c'est toi -- j'en suis sûre.
Rough translation:
Sleepwalker
I measure each silvery breath
sent in by the moon;
I see you, lucid, focused,
sculpted by the light;
I hear you, whisper,
echoed by the walls;
I feel you, my skin tingles
from pure kisses & caresses;
I dream, but I so declare
that it's you -- I'm sure of it.
~~ Cielo Maaliw (Vendredi 1 juillet, 2005)
--
--andoy
7 July 2005